all you are is a fading memory

i hate you!. i cant hate you!..im so angry sometimes and then other times its like you never existed. i miss you. im tired of this. i wish i never meant you...now it doesnt even matter, cuz all you are ..is a fading memory...you are off to college somewhere and so am i...its done...and i doubt you even care...or even know how much you hurt me..