what you will never know

the truth is. i miss you! i miss you allot! like it kinda hit me tonight...we used to be tight, we used to be like best friends...what happened?? i never wanted this...i would rather never have met you then want this, i miss you....and you dont care... you dont know...you dont know how much of a friend you met to me, and i guess you never will...cause its all over now... its done...i hate the fact that i have to see you each day...i hate the fate that we sit next to each other in school...you dont know, thats how it is...i see you but, never really see you, im just another person on the side to you. you will never know how much you meant to me, you will never know how much i hurt. honestly a hate the fact you were ever in my life. you went away. it was all over. its done, you lied. i was right. i knew this would happen and for some stupid reason i let it. maybe because i had a small hope it wouldnt happen. but that hope left, when you did. i miss you and its hurting me allot